Nine years ago today, the love of my life, Anand, and I were married in a beautiful Hindu temple with several of our relatives and friends in attendance from all over the world. It was a momentous occasion for me not just in a traditional sense but because of how close I had been to death just two years prior. But as beautiful as the wedding was, the process of getting married wasn’t exactly a fairytale or a bed of roses. You see, a couple years prior, I was freed of an extremely warped and diseased colon on the 4th of July, 2008 (see blog post: My Very Own Independence…
- Ableism, acceptance, advocacy, awareness, caregivers, Colorectal Surgery, Crohn's, Dating & Relationships, Disability Justice, Fistulizing Disease, living with IBD, Ostomy, stigma, Ulcerative Colitis, Women's Health
- acceptance, awareness, Colorectal Surgery, coping with flares, Crohn's, living with IBD, Mental Health, PTSD, Stigma, Ulcerative Colitis, Women's Health
World PTSD Day 2019: The Faceless Woman
In honor of World PTSD Day today, I release a poem I wrote some weeks ago surrounding the medical trauma I’ve faced as a Crohn’s patient. This poem is not for the faint of heart so I will not be offended if you cannot read it. Post-traumatic stress is a term that’s often thrown around lightly but it has serious implications for people who have been in battle for their country, for their lives and against chronic illnesses. Everyday is a minefield with an array of flashbacks and memories that keep us from living our best lives. I urge you all to learn more and to respond to those who…
- advocacy, awareness, Clinical Trials, Colorectal Surgery, coping with flares, Crohn's, Disease Prevention, Emerging Therapies, living with IBD, stigma, Ulcerative Colitis
In the Name of Science & Research
Traveling home from Mayo was beyond excruciating– horrible abdominal cramping and nausea/vomiting as I could barely walk. After all the testing I had had (4 testing procedures, an ER visit, multiple appts all in 5 days) and my Stelara trough levels coming back as borderline, it was no surprise that my Crohn’s Disease had flared. I was in a frenzy and knew I had to act fast. Within an hour of landing, my local GI and I came up with a plan to admit me at my local hospital. She asked me to consider enrolling in the POWER clinical research study in which she would reinduce me with a megadose…
- advocacy, awareness, Colorectal Surgery, Crohn's, Fistulizing Disease, J-Pouch, living with IBD, Ostomy, Ulcerative Colitis, Women's Health
J-Pouch Failure – Tina’s Story
Originally published by Amber of Colitis Ninja on June 12, 2019: https://colitisninja.com/2019/06/j-pouch-failure-tinas-story/ J-POUCH TAKEDOWN ANNIVERSARY Next month is my 5 year takedown anniversary for my j-pouch. I have stated many times that the j-pouch has a 94-96% success rate. But you don’t hear many success stories on the internet because most of them are out there living their lives and not boasting about it on the internet. Because you don’t hear a majority of the success stories out there, I feel compelled to keep sharing my own story of life with a j-pouch. SUCCESS & FAILURE STORIES I have given a lot of thought to how I would address this year’s takedown anniversary. I thought…
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I’m Chronically Ill & Depressed; So What?
You might be looking at this photo and thinking, “Oh, Tina looks like she’s having a great time enjoying beautiful weather in the park.” Can you tell an hour before this photo was taken, hubs struggled to get me to leave our home? Can you tell I had been curled up in bed crying? Can you tell it was next to impossible for me to get myself ready and out of bed that afternoon? NOPE. The truth is photos on social media and the Internet, in general, can be so deceiving. What you see here is a woman with Crohn’s and 37520572 other ailments smiling in a park because that’s…
- acceptance, awareness, Body Positivity, Colorectal Surgery, Crohn's, Fistulizing Disease, living with IBD, Mental Health, Ostomy, Self-image, Ulcerative Colitis, Women's Health, World IBD Day
Why My IBD Scars Make Me Proud
How I learned to love what once made me shudder. By Tina Aswani Omprakash Originally published by Everyday Health on 5/17/2019: https://www.everydayhealth.com/columns/my-health-story/why-my-ibd-scars-make-me-proud/ This year’s World IBD Day theme is “Making the Invisible Visible,” and I’ve been taking a long hard look at what that means to me. The reality is that living with inflammatory bowel disease (IBD) has meant donning an invisibility cloak for most of my adult life. But over the past 14 months, I’ve striven to make my invisible illness visible. From sharing my story widely on social media to using my platform to educate others on how IBD wreaks havoc on patients like me, I’ve come to realize that visibility is necessary for…
- advocacy, awareness, caregivers, Crohn's, living with IBD, Mental Health, Minority Health, Ulcerative Colitis
Happy World IBD Day from Digestive Disease Week (DDW)!
Last weekend, a number of us celebrated World IBD Day from DDW in San Diego, CA. We advocates sat in sessions and conferences brainstorming the best ways in which to address the gaps in IBD care and bring those ideas forward to doctors leading the quest to improve our care. We discussed so many topics from mental health to support and caregiving in addition to sexual health and intimacy. We talked to Drs. Aline Charabaty & Neilanjan Nandi about how to take those topics forward to the larger community and have the tough conversations with our own providers. All in all, we, as a team, collaborated to bring together a…
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Fistulas: What You Need to Know About a Common Side Effect of Crohn’s
By Padma Nagappan Medically Reviewed by Kareem Sassi, MD Originally published by Everyday Health on May 14th, 2019: https://www.everydayhealth.com/crohns-disease/symptoms/fistulas-common-crohns-side-effect-you-should-aware/ Fistulas are an abnormal connection between two body parts. In Crohn’s patients they form as tunnels within the walls of the intestine and connect to other organs or tissue, causing pain and infection. After years of living in intense pain and going through several misdiagnoses, Tina Aswani Omprakash, found out she had Crohn’s disease. Her condition was so severe that she needed emergency proctocolectomy surgery (removal of the colon and rectum), and she was put on biologics. “I knew Crohn’s was an intense disease, but I did not realize what it takes to really, truly fight…
- acceptance, advocacy, awareness, Crohn's, living with IBD, Mental Health, Minority Health, stigma, Ulcerative Colitis, Women's Health
As a Chronically-Ill Brown Woman, Here’s Why I Share My Survival Story
I had the honor of attending the 2019 HealtheVoices conference in Dallas, TX, as a patient advocate who was selected to attend from a group of 400+ applicants. Here are my impressions of the conference theme for this year, “A Little Heart Can Do Big Things” from the perspective of a chronically-ill brown patient advocate: https://www.oshihealth.com/my-survival-story/. Originally published by Oshi Health, Inc., on April 29th, 2019. Written by Tina Aswani Omprakash Please feel free to leave comments and feedback. I would love to hear your thoughts as always.
- Colorectal Surgery, coping with flares, Crohn's, IBD Parenthood Project, living with IBD, Mental Health, Mother's Day, Ostomy, Pregnancy in IBD, Ulcerative Colitis, Women's Health
~OYC Trailblazers~ Brandi’s Journey into Motherhood with a Redone J-Pouch
By Brandi Fliegel I was 22 years old when I went to the emergency room for the first time. I had extreme stomach pain and couldn’t stop going to the bathroom. They told me I had a stomach virus and sent me home with some Imodium. Then the bleeding started. I went to a different hospital and after further testing, they diagnosed me with ulcerative colitis. I didn’t really understand the disease at the time. I just knew I had to take medications to combat inflammation in the gut everyday. Then the flare-ups began and I would end up back in the hospital. I would go on steroids and then…